blogging...hmmm?

Where in the flippity flip did the last two years go? How does that happen? One minute you think you have the world by the tail and the next, it has been an entire two years, you realize that you just drifted through and you will never get it back! Most of the time my head was barely above water. I have learned so much about myself, my family and most of all...things about human nature that I would have rather remained oblivious to. My knowledge, understanding and sensitivity to mental illness is a very influential part of my everyday life. So now the question is, to blog or not to blog? I am an altered creature with a very diverse outlook on the world around me. I cannot pretend that I am someone I am not. I have come to terms with myself, my insecurities and my faults. I have also accepted where I am and where I fit in the grand scheme of things. In all the craziness, I have been surrounded by members of my amazing family, the best friends that a girl could ever wish for and the comforting arms of God. I have been blessed with the ability to forgive, to love unconditionally and to find reasons to smile. My journey is far from over and I have few regrets. The best I can hope for is the strength to wake every morning and gather the building blocks that have been presented to me and create something that I can be satisfied with. I think I am pretty good stuff and worth the effort. So, I guess I will see how this blogging thing feels under my new skin. If on one occasion my thoughts seem a little "crazy", take a step back and maybe give it a try another day. I am a true Gemini, in every sense of the sign.